Zen

I believe I've transcended into a new realm of being lately. I don't know much about the practice of zen but from what I've been reading on the interwebs I seem to be close to it. if zen is self-realization then I'm there. I believe that recovery for me is acceptance of and contentment with my current state of being. I am so happy most days to be alive to be with my family to be walking through my backyard it's almost intoxicating.I am so aware of everything around me, noises, smells and sights, I do my best to not miss anything, because I want to soak everything up.my story is not over yet, I believe my recovery is just beginning and I am certain I will be like new again, infsct I feel that I am only beginning my journey because I am embarking with my eyes wide open and proud to be on this journey as opposed to how I felt two monthas ago, this is a vast improvement